Monday, July 23, 2007

SERIOUSLY?

today? i just might lose it! actually have a couple times already! here for your reading pleasure a listing...........................................

  • I yelled at the kids and grounded them from the computer for fighting over whose turn it is. I'm tired of that and now they shall lose the privilege.
  • the city attorney's office called. and told me the policy regarding beach park. which i already knew and didn't feel was sufficient.
  • I PARTICIPATED in a discussion about Lance's lack of job, it has supposedly been starting every week for the last month, and has yet to start. He has been doing other jobs, flooring or AC for a couple weeks for money but seriously? making me crazy! and the house payment is due on the 1st. not cool!
  • family night drama about where to do it, because of the beach park drama, i refuse to go. but that is were it was planned, therefore causing a stink on my part.
  • I was really peeved Lance read the H.P. book in one night! while i struggled to read it over 2 days, and had the child care responsibility.
  • By Lances calculations I only got 40 pages an hour read. making me feel lame. but my defense was the kids bugging me. and i sometimes got sidetracked watching Hannah Montana because it was on in the playroom. Drake and Josh, life with Derrick etc. only 5minutes here and there but still, longer.
  • I thought today was the day I could register the kids, for school, but the office isn't open until the 30th LAME!
  • the kids don't have boredom busters
  • I have to go get Hope's birth certificate at the office of vital records. to register her for school. gotta plan a day and babysitting for that.
I am totally on the verge of loosing it! chalk it up to post PMS? summertime crazies? or no meds which I haven't taken in months,and I think i do fine without but then there are days like this i should say weeks like this that i can't cope for anything. i think i lack coping skills, and i am bitter about certain things. and i don't handle poor well. I was fine until Lance lost his job. money works better than meds anyday of the week.

so i can't wait to hear everyones opinion about Harry Potter! let me know when you are done so we can discuss.

7 comments:

Allison said...

Okay, I am so bummed you have finished. I am still having to get things done. Wish I could lock the door and just read but then I lose it with everyone running around while I am trying to read and have them arguing. Haven't lost it yet, but am close because I want to finish. It is getting good. Still have alot to go, hopefully I will finish by summer movie fun, otherwise I am reading during the movie!!

Holly said...

I'm sorry to hear about your crazy day. Hopefully you can lock yourself in a closet with Harry to escape!

I so so so loved the book - I felt slightly guilty being laid up still - but took full advantage that I couldn't cook and do the kids - The 3rd to last chapter when everything falls into place - snape and the pensive - it was fantastic - she really tied everything together from all 7 books, how do people write like that!!??

I loved the last chapter too, it left me wanting MORE!!!!

Webb Family said...

I'm so sorry you are having a crappy day! That is kinda funny that Lance figured out how long it took you. I love Hannah Montana!

tammy said...

Sorry you're not having a good day. I hate money stress! I didn't realize he hadn't started working yet. Love your use of "participated in a discussion"...funny! And I agree, medication is good, but having enough money is even better. And to make you feel better, I yelled at my kids today too, over them thinking they have to eat everything I bring home from the store, on the day I bring it home. I tried to hide some of it, but not fast enough. They're not even hungry, but they think they need to try all the new stuff. And I haven't read any of the Potter books, just watched the movies, but you make me want to read them all.

Cara @ Gardenview Cottage said...

did you see my blog? I had a bad day too! It must be the weather. who knows! Here's to a better day tomorrow!

Melanie and Will said...

You sound like you have been living my life lately. Except you have a few added kids. Hang in there. I feel your stress, believe me.

Oh, and are you sure you can't order the birth certificate online??? That sucks that you have to go to the office in Phoenix. Big bummer.

We need to go rob a pharmacy or something so we can get our meds!!!! Or maybe just a bank!??! lol

blah, blah by lindsey said...

I feel your pain. I was a little miffed that both you and Lance passed me up. With no boredom busters I am really feeling the wrath of summer

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