ok i am eliminating all things tha cause me drama for the next part of forever.

i am beat. I get really over it fast when i am Hypo so bear with me. and i of course have loads of drama with that, so sorry . but, if i can eliminate any thing that i feel is drama. i am. so just a preemptive strike here and please nobody get your panties in a wad. i am not singling anyone out here. just generalizing. the things that add drama to me are in no particular order...................

• parties- tupperware, pampered chef,partylite,marykay,creative memories,(passion parties are still ok )but none of the stuff i don't need or want. like candles, makeup, cooking crap.
  
• drama with friends, lets just let whatever slide right now, don't push me at all or i may just eliminate the friendship for a while or forever depends on who and the amount of drama caused. and if i cause drama please let it go until i am sane again.
• responsibility, i don't wanna plan lunch or even commit to lunch, but once i am there i love it , so plan it and just let me show up, if i feel like it. Girls night out. i don't wanna be in charge, i don't want drama, i just wanna come and relax, i don't wanna be responsible for getting ice, or soda, or craft stuff, just plan it and let me know, I'll be there if i feel like it. and i don't wanna small talk with people i don't know or give a crap about. i want to be with people that know me and don;t have to hear the whole lame back story about my cancer or tell me wow and you don't even cry about it.and you are so upbeat! yeah i reserve that late at night to my hubby when i feel like crap, well into the drama. and i don't have the patience for making nice, nice,conversation with strangers. another time perhaps. i just wanna be in my safe place and relax. otherwise I'm going to Ross with my night out, for some retail therapy instead.
  
• kid drama- home work might take a backseat, dinner too, unless you want mac and cheese, or pizza, but i am not picking it up. chores, they better get them done the first time i ask, or no privileges! and any fighting over anything= no computer, playroom messes, they might just lose that thing too and I'll have a new craft room all for me. clean your room or lose it and move in with the babies. I am over it!
• bad attitude=go to bed early, need a diaper? make someone else do it.
  
• need a new blog set up? give me a few weeks i am not feeling it.
  
• pets? i didn't want them, you take care of them. in fact the snails will be gone tonight, i keep finding mosquito larvae in the jar. can't be breeding west nile disease.
  
• Laundry? this is why we have a 2 month supply , and the drop off laundry place when it is over. they even hang your g's on a hanger!
  
• and it is 7:30 and i am thinking it is bedtime for me! g'night family, get yourselves in bed or have dad help you, i am gone.

and lance is fabulous and i am sure he is bent to have to step in for this good time once again but
that is how the cranky mama crumbles. this has been a huge whine session, sorry i am not fun. mood bummed, energy gone. dinner cooked. dishes washed, where the hell is my tiara?