glad i had that disclaimer since i changed my mind.

yeah obviously super bad day yesterday. a number of things had been festering under the surface for a few weeks and it came to a head.
no actual blogger offended me . so if you were worried about that , rest easy. it was a family issue.

and i have things to say.

I'm having a private blitching blog that will be exclusive. not sure how exclusive. BUT SUPER EXCLUSIVE.

this one will be measly crap that we all love.
kids saying funny stuff. random crap and whatnot. and maybe if I'm embarrassed ward people are secretly reading my blog maybe i should change what I'm saying , or how I'm saying it. or say hey read at your own risk. and be fine with myself.

anyway. changes. are in order , so i can still blog, and yet "contribute" to the family. apparently i don't contribute enough.
and to that i am flipping the a-hole the actual bird. but that is a whole other issue. and why should i lose my ultimate favorite part of everything . my blog, just to spite him. i can blog and contribute. and he can kiss my extra large A$$. and i told him that. and he didn't want me to quit, just limit. while we are remodeling.

what i will say is , there is a fine balance within a family relationship and when outside people make observations and gossip, or make harsh judgments. it messes up the dynamic. and i resent that. and maybe things should be handled differently.

anyway. so that was totally a false alarm. i may or may not be sending out invites to my super exclusive blitching blog. and maybe i'll limit myself. on this blog. and that might mean comments will be fewer and farther between, and yeah, 2 try rule on the word verification. and if people don't comment here once every other week or more, they are officially off my super cool person links list. AND my reader. AND maybe that will cut back on the obligation and the compulsion to blog. since that is what it is an obsessive compulsive issue. or an addiction whatever you call it,it's pretty much the same at this point.

and i'm gonna get an appointment to the Dr. meds are in order. they aren't new to me. let's be real. prozac the breakfast of champions. and seriously it takes the edge off. THAT'S how I handle having this many kids this close together.

i'm setting my google reader to procrastination setting. meaning. you can only log into reader for 10 minutes every hour.

and i'm gonna start fly lady. it will be a start. we'll see .

and i'm making a chore list up for the kids. we will be strict this summer. and on a schedule/reward system. for all of us. me included. i need a prize.

So there we are. sorry for the false alarm. well it was real but i have stuff i wanted to blog about. and thanks for the abundance of emails. and phone calls. and the support. i think with limits, and minor censoring. it will be fine and really maybe i'll just start offending people , it's their fault if they lurk and i don't know right? right.

and maybe some more lurkers should come out of the closet.

real life friends? that read but don't comment? not my fave thing. i should go private just to spite those people seriously BUGS!


well i'm off to contribute to the f-ing family. and help Liberty clean her room. that should be fabulous. we are gonna re-arrange it. i like that. makes it more exciting.