confessions from crazymama...random thoughts. and other delightful or not delightful tidbits of information you never knew you wanted to know.

-i'm a hugger. i hug friends when i see them or meet new bloggers. i never considered myself a hugger. but totally am.
-i'm not a mouth kisser unless you're my lover. everyone else gets cheek kisses. or even pseudo cheek kisses. where you get close, and make the sound but no contact. my whole family does those.
-i turn on my playlist for my own enjoyment all the time. if I'm cleaning or vegging, i want music on, my playlist is just convenient.and I DO sing and Dance along whenever the mood strikes.
-i go back and read my own posts. and am often surprised at the things i wrote. i forget that fast. and I'm always totally entertained. sad huh? i am entertained by my own writing. what does that say about me?
-i battle depression daily. and have for way too long. all the way back in elementary school. what is that about? and it's not just about making the choice to not be depressed. NO ONE CHOOSES THAT!
-i'm often impressed with people that have kids. any number.
-i thought 1 kid was hard. 2 was also. 3 slowed me down a little but not enough that my kids didn't think the mall was home. 4 kicked my butt(but Joy is crazy, she kicks everyone's butt). by #5 I stopped caring as much. and six?? well that's been a nightmare since the beginning. would i add to the chaos? fo' shizzle! there is just something about a new baby of my own . and all the love to be had. and really the shopping available. it beckons.
-my memory sucks. now. i'm not sure why, but i miss it. i had the best memory for everything. phone #'s, names, directions, whatever. now it's something i TOTALLY lack.
-i once considered getting a doll, and buying it clothes to dress it in, to hold, and enjoy, but not have the midnight feedings. and maintenance. something about that sounded good to me. oh and the baby not growing up sounds good too.
-i love babies but only my own. i am not into holding other peoples babies since I've had my own kids. before that. i'd hold babies for hours. it isn't the same anymore.
-i finished reading P.S. i love you today. it was pretty good. totally different than the movie. why do they do that? it kinda bugged. but was still ok anyway.
-Peyton has been hogging my computer. playing Lord of the Rings online. HOGGING IT! i haven't gotten a turn all day. he's totally bitter about the broken arm. poor kid. and i'm bitter about my loss of computer time.
-if i find out someone i know or totally don't know has Cancer, or some other disease, i google it. and read up on it. i have no idea why. BUT I DO IT!
-i am not super mom.
-my counters were cleaned off this afternoon. IT'S A MIRACLE.
-i almost never eat breakfast. so i eat lunch, and dinner, and then sometimes if I'm hungry, i eat late at night.
-i don't eat breakfast because, i have to take my thyroid replacement an hour before eating. by the time i wait an hour. i'm not hungry, or have moved on to my beverage of choice. why eat when i can drink 52 oz, of the sweet sweet nectar. Dr.Pepper. who needs food?
-i despise false complimenters, liars, fair weather friends and paying full price.
-i love my family,blogging,and a bargain in that order.
-qualities i appreciate in a person? tact, honesty, non judgmental, empathetic, and realistic views. and people that admit they are wrong, and apologize sincerely.
- i resent harsh judgments about me, any form of manipulation and guilt trips.
-i think toenails are gross. but i LOVE zits and ingrown hairs.
-i love that everyone can look at something and say ''that is soooooo Julie/crazymama"or that is totally you! who knew how easy it was to spot my style?? it's fab!
-i turn 31 in 7 days.
-i'm getting/have been tired of this background , for a long while, but haven't had the gumption to change it. now i don't have the computer time. damn it!
-if i haven't commented lately on your blog, it isn't because i don't want to. it's because i haven't had time. bummer fo' Sho'!



and this concludes this episode of confessions from crazymama. I hope you enjoyed the random thoughts. and other delightful or not delightful tidbits of information you never knew you wanted to know.

pictures are coming soon, between preschool, and swim lessons.Pictures of the recital, my moon dust sparkle lotion (thanks Piper!), my glam purse pal ,my bunko table, and the casting of Peyton's broken arm. and whatever else comes up.

hope your monday morning is GLORIOUS! (that's my new favorite word)