Really horrified!

I'm am really horrified at my reality sometimes. I just called the ear nose and throat specialist's office to schedule appointments and holy cow. I scheduled Pierce and Peyton together and the next day Joy and Hope. all for checking their tubes or getting tubes or fixing the ear after tubes. and then I cancelled my appointment with the DR. because I am not going to her for this surgery. It's all the same DR. the girl was pretty horrified about making all the appointments but as I was on the phone I realized I should probably have the other two kids Liberty and Paxton checked there too because they have have tubes too and it's been a while. I guess I'll wait on those two until they complain or have a real problem. and then I was scheduling Dentist appointments two at a time. Yikes! it is really insane sometimes. I don't normally realize the magnitude of 6 kids until i schedule check ups or dentist appointments . and then I think Holy Cow! how did this happen?
food for thought... My kids have had ear tubes 9 times not including the baby, but I just made his appointment, tonsils two times , adenoids 3three. some were combo appointments. Liberty and Paxton had tubes/tonsil/adenoids. They have all had tubes twice except Hope who had them once and Pierce is getting his first set soon. 2 kids are medicated for ADHD . Joy needs to be checked, she totally is ADHD but she is too young to diagnose yet.
I am really overwhelmed lately! Maria suggested I go back on my antidepressants because I am
so easily overwhelmed. I'm thinking it is a good idea.