Monday, May 21, 2007

Ah the wonder of today


OK so today, i got to drop off the girls early so i could save the gas from the circular trip from my house to Dobson and Southern back to Ellsworth and Baseline, over to the 101 and Shea.
instead I dropped them off around 11:45 stopped to get lunch, drove to the imaging place on Dobson, picked up my films, drove to Scottsdale and stopped at Marshall's, then the Avenue, and then Big lots. where I found the real deal of today it was the big boys Levi's shorts for $8.00, I bought 3 pairs for each.

Then i went to the new imaging place for my ultra sound. And low and behold, there was not an odd lymph node found. He thoroughly checked my whole neck up under my Jaw over, by my ear, down both sides , the thyroid bed where nothing was left. He told me he didn't find anything, but maybe it was a muscle or tendon . So I left feeling like it was a waste of time! The weird lymph node i had biopsied in December wasn't there anymore? it had to have been a lymph node because, there were lymphocytes(lymph node material) in whatever they biopsied! But at the time it did not look like a lymph node. I don't know what to think right now. I am kind of peeved at the whole process.

then i came home to my mother in law packing, she had to get the kids off the bus for me, so then instead of thinking, or resting i had to pack! So far the pantry is packed, the medicine shelf, and some of my office supplies. I have to clear off the top of the fridge tonight, and do my special closet, that holds my craft stuff and then the computer desk. all are things i don't want someone else packing for me. and they are threatening to throw it all in boxes for me to sort later.
As overwhelmed as i am about packing , i am ten times worse about unpacking. out of sight out of mind. and why unpack and re-clutter the house when i could just buy the things i need right?! Now you know how i think! Horrible habits!

and i am not feeling all bright and shiny about the missing lymph node. Some people think it is good news but i will wait to celebrate until after i read the report myself. and maybe after I get my films. i need to call the other hospital and a few other places for the films from the rest of my tests. Information is power! and the stuff to back it up doesn't hurt! I hate this!

2 comments:

onehm said...

How strange! Hopefully it is good news, right? I know how frustrating this must be for you...
Hopefully the move will go smoothly. That would be a good thing right now.

tammy said...

Maybe it was lymph node at the time, but not now. HF works miracles. Maybe this is one. I hope everything goes well with this and with your big move. You're lucky you can move things over as you get them packed, and not have to worry about moving it all in a day.

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