yeah minor breakdown.

Ok so i lost it today. canceled family pictures. i need a hair cut super bad. and an eyebrow wax. and how many people do i know that do hair? tons. but i didn't know we were doing pictures until 2 days ago and it is the busiest week for everyone. so i thought oh I'll run somewhere and try and get in. but i only had an hour. it takes almost an hour to get a hair cut and eyebrow wax right. and no time. so finally. i broke down and cried on the phone to Lance and made him call his brother and cancel. besides i need a couple days to let it grow out before it looks decent after a cut anyway, well depends on who cuts it . but. i didn't have the time. So no pictures today. i feel a little better. but i feel bad to be flaky. there is just so much to do this week. i still need a haircut. and an eyebrow wax. and before i go to Portland next week.

oh and speaking of that, i went shopping last night at the fat lady store to find something for it. and everything i liked in the store dressing room wasn't as cute once i got it home. why is that? not a hottie is all i gotta say! the party dress standards are business attire which means a suit and a tie for Lance. but for women a little trickier. i could do a dress, or fabulous pants outfit. but which? and it is cold there. i am at a loss.

so just a minor breakdown and a little stress. at this point it is my procrastinating well and a little bit of a not much notice issue.