Crazymamaof6 is going back to school

so, have you ever thought you should do something, you wanna do it, but the thought of it scares the heck out of you?

so you know you are going to do something, you think about it. plan on it. and yet can't bring yourself to make that first step to getting it done.

you hesitate because the process is unknown. it's confusing. it's not really fun. and yet you have to take the first step before you can get the process going.

well. i'm right there. on the verge of doing something i want to do. something i need to do. but taking that first step gives me anxiety. i've put it off for a month. that darn first step. it's almost too much of a stretch for me.

i have to go outside of my comfort zone. i have to stretch myself. i need to just suck it up and do it.

I'm going back to school.

Pierce will be gone to preschool 3 days a week in the morning. and the hubs works from home so TUESDAYS and THURSDAYS! i'm going to school.

(the hubs can passively supervise Pierce just as well as i do on those days while i'm in class.)

so i'm heading to school in less than a month.

i've been buying my own school supplies while shopping for the kids.

i pathetically admit, i almost had an anxiety attack tonight while in the folder aisle at TARJAY thinking about filling out the financial aide forms online. (that's what i'd been putting off)

so i came home and sucked it up and took my first step.

YAY ME!

i have no college behind me except one semester 11 years ago.

so i hafta get my pre-requisites outta the way to get a nursing degree (eventually.)

that's the plan.

now i just need to register for classes. YEE HAW!

my classes will start August 25th.

i wonder if the hubs will let me buy my own back to school wardrobe?

otherwise this evening i went shopping, I got the herd some new kicks. (that's ghetto for shoes)

everyone's fit (except Joy who wasn't here to try hers on) and they were all thrilled.

then i hit Tarjay and wandered aimlessly for awhile.

lacking my supply lists for the kids , i couldn't finish off my school shopping.

so i settled for my minor anxiety attack and bought exciting things like pull-ups and socks.

it's such a glamorous life i live right?

i know you are jealous!

so do you have any... thoughts? feelings? random confessions you care to share?

do you procrastinate the first step? any step? anything?

what about anxiety? what gives it to you? anything?

what is/was your worst subject in school? what is/was your best?

if you were going back to school to get a new degree, what kind would you get?

if you already have a degree what is it?

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