Randoms and ranting
it's time once again for a random assortment of my thoughts.
and just maybe my thankful item o' the day will be posted at the bottom .
Christmas- I'm conflicted. alternately giddy and terrified at the same time, black friday ads are starting to roll in. While it's my FAVORITE DAY OF THE WHOLE FREAKIN' YEAR the thought of purchasing more crap (stuff) that will come find a place in my home is less than delightful. while the kids haven't begun asking for stuff yet, but it all looks like CRAP, plus there are two birthday's before christmas.
ugh. bah humbug. i'm starting early this year.
tardies. i got an email saying joy is tardy too often, and i instantly felt like a failure. GREAT. while we started out this year strong i've fallen into my old ways of not getting up early enough. and yet still insist they have their hair done daily. it makes for a vicious cycle. just one of many.
plus Joy's behavior at dance has gotten her kicked out (she was bullying the one kid that wasn't already a friend or relative, going as far as punching him more than once) . RAD. of course i can't control what she does when she's not with me. but once again i feel a failure. sigh.
Scouts and scouting. failure. we are the crappiest scouting parents ever. EVER! and yet while i personally don't give a freaking rats tush, my kids are feeling it. and i feel guilt every time a leader calls or emails. BAH! I hate that. and the thought of wasting all day at scout o rama is less than appealing.
Sonic. they gave me the wrong order today. ME a REGULAR! WHAT? how dare they mix my order up?
Today i got all the way home, offered the kids Corndogs for lunch and THEN opened the bag, and Low and behold , it wasn't my order and there WERE NO CORN DOGS!
ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? i am a regular. WTH ? BAH!
so i had to dress the diaper wearer and drive back down the hill to my sonic. and demand my order, and they tried to hand me the one they didn't give to me in the first place? Are you shizzzing me?
that was um 15 minutes ago. i want a fresh order thankyouverymuch! irritated. they acted like that was alot to ask.
um we would have finished this food 10 minutes ago if you would have given me the right order, AND i had to drive all the way back. there is nothing worse than stale fries and a cold hamburger. ok so there might be, but i paid for fresh food. not old food. GIVE ME WHAT I WANT ! I'M A REGULAR DANG IT! it's things like that that make me want to boycott a place.
sheesh.
i think i'm overwhelmed. with everyday life.
lately opening my email has become overwhelming. what bad news awaits me today? and where are all my delightful comments to counteract the less than fabulous abundance??
yeah well. have a happy Wednesday.
on the agenda for the rest of my day?
scouts
achievement days
scouts
dance
dinner
baths
bed
Today i am thankful for LONG hot soaky showers.
How are you feeling lately? haven't heard much from ya?
any thoughts on christmas?
how do you feel about scouting?
and what makes you feel like a failure as a mother?
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